bersyukur

"sometimes I wanna give up , wanna give in , wanna quit the fight"

merasa tidak diacuhkan
merasa dicuekin
merasa tidak dibutuhkan
merasa sangat tidak nyaman
merasa sesak


namun,
merasa dibutuhkan
merasa dipedulikan
merasa sangat nyaman
merasa senang , lega


bersyukur aja !

coming home tonight

gara-gara ga sengaja dengerin lagunya westlife di jalan , selama 1 minggu ini laptop gw selalu muterin lagu westlife. ahhh gw kangen banget dengan kejadian-kejadian ketika lagu2 westlife diputar. Kerasa balik lagi pas smp pas masih bareng2 mama papa uda dulu. Lagu di mobil pasti westlife mulu . Sampai semua nada lagunya westlife gw haapal (kalo texnya mah asalan bgt). Kangen banget (ahhh jangan mewe lg self) :)


And this is one of them on world of our own album

Walk away

Here we are
Just a little older
Time goes by
But did I ever tell you why
I want you so much
It came to me
When you were not around
You'll always be
The one to understand that's why
I can't miss your touch

All my life
I waited for someone
And all this time
You were the one
So

If you want a man that is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love that will save the day
No matter what you're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

I've been a fool
I didn't see behind
The friend in you
And baby don't you ask me why
It just couldn't be love
Cause from the start
You would be the one
To cure my heart
But I just didn't look this way
And now I can't get enough

All my life
I waited for someone
And all this time
You were the one, so

If you want a man that is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love that will save the day
No matter what you're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

And with a kiss you turned my world around
The greatest rush of all was to be found
Oh yeah
You changed my whole life
Coloured up the dark skies
And this I promise you

If you want a man that is here to stay
Swearing he's forever true
I'll never walk away
I'll never give up on you
And if you want a love that will save the day
No matter what you're going through
I'll never walk away
I'll never walk out on you

LETS SING !

ibu kita kartini
putri sejati
putri indonesia
harum namanya

ibu kita kartini
pendekar bangsa
pendekar kaumnya
untuk merdeka

wahai ibu kita kartini
putri yang mulia
sungguh besar cita-citanya
bagi indonesia


SELAMAT HARI KARTINI , INDONESIA !

the missing piece

tiap detik waktu itu menghasilkan kepingan-kepingan mozaik. Yah paling tidak bagiku seperti itu.
Pun itu yang belum aku sadari , semoga aja di kemudian hari kepingan mozaik lainnya dapat menjadi link bagi kepingan mozaik yang belum aku sadari , sehingga terciptalah sebuah CERITA tentang AKU

unconditional positive regard (carl roger)

"selalu memberi tak harap kembali , bagai sang surya menyinari dunia"

Love you mama , love you papa !

ever .. :)

listen !

"Don't let me go when I am this low"

(westlife-don't let me go)

teruskan berlari

karena saya hidup bukan untuk masa lalu
kenapa semua perlu diperburuk?
yah cukup maafkan dan (sedikit) lupakan
setidaknya menjadikannya lebih baik


karena saya hidup untuk waktu ini
selalu lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa saya usahakan
pun saya terjatuh pun saya di atas
saya yakin semuanya bertujuan


karena masa depan yang saya capai
maka impian dan cita itu akan selalu diperjuangkan
seberat apapun akan tetap saya perjuangkan
mungkin suatu waktu saya akan merasa lelah
tapi bukan karena saya ingin berhenti
saya hanya butuh waktu untuk beristirahat
dan detik berikutnya kembali berlari

my *belated* birthday surprise :)

oke ini dia 13 Maret-ku yang ke20. Sooooooo Happy !!!!

love pillow from my LITBANGERS+kak ech with surprise *loveloveloveisintheair hehehe

 

  

THE light-red WATCH with love letter from my BEST pals hahaha *cups cups

 

and the last the germany cocholate from my brother . waaaw thats what brother is for hehehe

 

oh ya papa also gave me some present. He asked me to choosed it by my self hehehehehe. thank you papa thank you mama,too. Love u both :) but i haven't any photos of those present

yeah that was my birthday , this is my great 20 !